Monday, May 4, 2009

*Day 2* Day 1 Just About Took Me Out. (May 2nd)

I must have been in a pretty bad way because it was only my first day and I wanted to jump off a bridge. I so wanted to quit...but I kept telling myself, "Jennifer, you wanted to do this...it's something good for you...now just do it!"

Last night while making my soup, I was crying. LOL I can laugh about it now, but oh my goodness, I felt soooo low. My husband sat at the dinner table while I ate my soup - he even tasted some of it and tried his hardest to make me feel better...but nothing really helped. I just sat there crying while trying to swallow that slime.

Maybe I'm doing something wrong...I'm not sure...but I'm totally up for trying to get it right today. ;-) I got a lot of rest last night and I feel better - the feeling of doom seems to have gone away.

Despite what I told myself, I did jump on the scale this morning. I know it's only water but 2.5 lbs down after the first day was enough of a reason for me to jump back into action with a positive attitude. I won't weigh myself again until next Friday morning.

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