* Day 19* *Day 20*

Day 19

If you're going to sneak something in...do it at the beginning and NOT the end of the 21 days. I ate a tiny something last night and SWEET JESUS...my stomach felt like it had a razor blade spinning in it. It settled for a while and then hit me this morning. Forget the enemas and colonics folks…eat something outside of the plan. :-)

Aside from that incident last night/this morning, I'm feeling pretty dang great. My allergies are kicking my butt though. It will be nice when all of the pollen chills out for a while and I can breathe like a normal person.

2 more days after today…I gotta turn up the heat…I wanna get closer to that 21 mark. I’m almost there – but it seems like my system has run out of gas. I’m kinda stuck and just sitting here. But ya know what??? I’ll take it!!I know it shouldn't be about the number...but it is in a woman's world. I can't help it. LOL

*My boss just came back from weeks of international travel and she called me the incredible shrinking woman. As much as this program stinks, ya can't beat it with a bat...it works people!!!*


Day 20
Let's see...what can I report with the finish line in sight?

I've been playing ping-pong with 1.5 pounds. I lost it twice and gained it once. I'm on the winning side of the 1.5 war right now...so all is well. I just really hope it doesn't sneak back up on me tomorrow morning when I weigh myself. LOL

My mind is a lot better today. Last week I felt like a space cadet. I was stuck is "duh" mode.

I'm craving shrimp...lots of shrimp. I want protein.

Ha ha ha - I have to share this...co-workers just had cake in the kitchen for May birthdays and the cake frosting smelled so sweet..in fact, it smelled too sweet. People started hitting me with ?s like:

* Do you want it in the blender?
* How can you resist?

A lot of people were trying to hide their cake from me. LOL I'm like, "It's okay - I'm fine." One guy was talking to my face while chewing and the chocolate smell was all up in my nose. LOL I told him, "You can't break me with a piece of cake." ;-) He likes to bust my chops and I appreciate his effort.

It's not that hard right now. I feel so much better. I want to try to stick to this type of plan (day-to-day). I don't want the weight back, nor do I want the tight feeling back in my body - so it's up to be to make the last 21 days worth it!!!